BLAH
I don’t care what people say, Jon is perfect and if I want to talk to people about him I should be able to! I don’t care what anyone says anymore. They are the ones who have the problem, not me. He is my boyfriend and I am proud of him. :)
I hate to stop talking about my boyfriend to other people completely, but….
It’s so emotionally draining to get negativity back when I mention him, every single time.
It’s starting to take a toll on me
The last thing I want to do is erase him from my life (besides when we talk one-on-one obviously…and when I think about him all the time lol) but it’s just hard to keep taking these things in stride
I thought after he came to visit things would be a lot better but they just stayed the same really
God I really hate to erase him like this because he is a perfect angel who wouldn’t do anything wrong but I can’t take people saying stupid stuff anymore
I wish people wouldn’t treat my relationship and my boyfriend so different
It’s like they treat the subject so weird and I hate it
Like today at my dad’s we were talking about different climates in the summer and i was gonna talk a out his and I was like “oh so you know jon?…..my boyfriend?” and my dad was like “well I know OF him, I don’t really know him “
Like alright why do you have to say it like that? I know you can’t really get to know him within a week okay but thanks for rubbing it in
I’m just tired of having to feel I have to avoid the subject of my boyfriend in casual conversation because of the way I get talked to :/ I hate it so much like I can’t help our distance alright
